I don't mind admitting that I enjoy the relative anonymity that CovenSpace offers. That I possibly wouldn't be posting this if not for said relative anonymity. But lets face it, sometimes we all need to vent and well, there comes a time you get tired of bitching about the same thing over and over again to you friends.

There are times that I'm not sure what to do. That I feel like I'm going crazy. 

I know who I am, what I can do. But for the bulk of my life I've been told everything was my imagination. Now it's hard for me to not wonder if I'm just overreacting or just plain jumping to conclusion--or if it is indeed just my imagination.

It started simple enough.

I had Pagan friends and I was happy. I had people I could talk to and hang with and who did not tell me that I was crazy.

Then, well, there was a mild falling out. I won't go into my suspicions for it because there is no evidence to back it up and well, I'd like to not be sued should this be discovered.

Now I'm openly snubbed by people I believed were my friends.

At times I even think I feel them trying to...well, let's just say pry.

I've even been sent a few metaphysical warnings. All because I wouldn't "go with the crowd".

They say they aren't snubbing me, but I know they are.

Whatever, right? I don't know. Part of me wonders if maybe I'm creating drama where there isn't any. Or if there is another party trying to play both sides against the middle.

I don't know. I just sortof felt like rambling a little bit. So...here it is.